inclined to think it more complex
and way more deep but
i know it is really knot
imprinted feelings on the
ceilings of my liabilities i
know not much about

& no no aye aye above it
no no encased within it

the want to fuck me no induct me
when i’m not much of a therapist
[look]
sissy academy kicked me out
cause i flunked my tests so
hard my debrief counselor won’t
even hang 'em on the fridge
eradicate all the fight left in me
autocorrect middleman in the machine

compulsive status serendipitous
to every single doubt i’ve peaked
starting to like men like i like my dreams
lucid and nowhere near my sleep

stuck-shift moorings of moodrings
the bee bites, the dog stings
fills the void of peggin’ poetry, breckinridge
negotiating between all
hardware, software needs
anesthetic heiress
wearing your dad’s things
in frosted glass blur of begging
for affections revealing itself as
the site of infection for all the
autoimmunity idols played
i toss and i turn, digesting
tenured bandaids now

she’s sentimental and too pent up on
the times she still can’t understand
floating around picking up toys
like an adult while i'm asleep in bed
stilted, emotional, automations are fishing
off the coasts of these deluded, plumbob-y
streams of my consciousness in repetitions
wrapping themselves all around this old urgency
no wonder we burn up all our sim families